Bah. Soon i will need two things i remember putting in a safe place and have taken my room apart trying to find. Also i have looked at photos from five years ago and am shocked at how much my direction has changed. Also i declare today National Shostakovich Day. Also tomorrow is biology and i am trying to imbibe information for that except every nerve in my body wants to break loose from this psychopathic system and go do something Else. The world we've made is a prison.